I'm still here, short updates

So there's lots of chaos in my life, I know everyone has problems. However, I think I have come to expect it; and that isn't a good place to be.

I'm still at my job, but they fought hard to keep me and for that I am appreciative and now well compensated. My former work BFF has been on my mind today after a vivid dream like I haven't had in years. I woke up and couldn't get it out of my mind. You see we haven't spoken in months, probably 6 months. He met a girl, she got pregnant, he no longer talks to ANY of his friends. So I had written him off. Let others make their choices. But friends sometimes are hard to let go of, not for any other reason than at one point he was very close to me. I cried on his shoulder and debated the world with him. Few people look so deeply at my thoughts as Josh did. And I miss that in my life.

Since I have become very close to a newer person at work and the whole environment in management has become a more nutruting place. 

My love life is a disaster at its best. But I have been trying to live my life without anyone else.

I started doing dance classes, my favorite to date is aerial silks, straight up cirque du soleil stuff. I recommend it to anyone. Look for classes because it's like flying, well I'm new to it so it's kinda like playing in a fabric tire swing.

I leave for Pennsylvania tomorrow and well I do like being free to travel. 

I hope you all are well.