I told him not to fall in love, but he's never felt like this he repeats.
It's too much. It's far too much for me to handle. He makes my body feel but my heart is not in this.
We are just "hooking up," I say again.
I can see myself doing things I don't like.
"I need you to sleep with another girl, then tell me about it"
"No, why?"
"Because I'm getting attached and wanting things I shouldn't."
"You're the only one I want."
"That's not helping."
