I told him not to fall in love, but he's never felt like this he repeats.
It's too much. It's far too much for me to handle. He makes my body feel but my heart is not in this.
We are just "hooking up," I say again.
I can see myself doing things I don't like.
"I need you to sleep with another girl, then tell me about it"
"No, why?"
"Because I'm getting attached and wanting things I shouldn't."
"You're the only one I want."
"That's not helping."
I really love the art of storytelling via excerpts of much larger conversations... crafting big context from little vignettes. That aside, don't be too cautious. It ruins us.
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LuLu
Breakfast After 10
is he the only one that YOU want? if so, what's wrong with growing attached?
ReplyDeleteHe is all I want, but we fight about everything. There is going to come a point when the passion dies down and we are going to want to kill each other. We both can see it.
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