The world keeps spinning

What is wrong with this world?! I have been trying to stay away from angry posts but I'm so exhausted I don't care. I sent a text to a friend I hadn't talked to in three months. His name came up today and well I wondered how he was. So my text said, "hey stranger?" I got an angry text back from his pregnant fiancée. Saying well... Get lost.... Ok so I try to curb her anger, explaining myself, how i know him, I mean no harm, congratulations, I wish you the best of luck. I get back...., never contact him again, F off basically." So I sent, I understand and left it there. This isn't the first time disgruntled girls have sent me texts, calls whatever... It's not the second.... Heck it's not the third.... 

I lose more friends to angry girls or friends that hit on me. Now clearly this girl doesn't know me from plain Jane.... At least I don't know how she would. So are all girls like this? If not what am I doing to cause this? I'm actually pretty hurt that this girl would feel so threatened or hate me for no reason. 

On a happy note. I ran my 10k and I jumped off a 50 ft cliff I feel good about being old if I can still feel so young. 

Dirty Thirty

Thursdays my birthday. I'm not enthusiastic at all. Today I went cliff diving, got a job offer from another company which would ensure a large salary increase, but a difficult next few months, can't say for sure if I will take it. Tomorrow I head home. Work hard. Play hard. Work harder. 

Friday, I join some friends and head to Disneyland to celebrate. I'm taking David and the furry kids.... Here's to trying to feel as young as I look...

And act. 

From last night, a friend took us to Mauna Kea. Very high, cold, and lovely. You can see we were above the clouds. 

If you didn't already know, Hawaii is my personal haven. If I ever run away from life, I'm heading here. Vacation pictures.

Gromit? Pedro? still unnamed....

Hello,

My name is Sara and I have a problem. 

We got another puppy! I know I know, I draw the line at three dogs. Considering my oldest is seven and my puppy just turned two, now isn't a bad time to raise another fuzzy. 

We haven't figured out a name yet, but he likes to climb, and looks like a bear. 

Let's hope this one isn't a crazy spaz or destroyer of things. *crosses fingers* 

Stories, our stories

We lay face to face, cuddled close, my hand on his chest. It felt like his heart was racing. I couldn't tell you if it was wishful thinking, or my heart racing was what I felt, OR maybe the combination of our two very relaxed heartbeats. So I put my cheek to his chest as if listening intently. And then it seems I fell asleep, lying in the warmth of his arms trying intently to hear his heartbeat. Maybe it really was both of our hearts. The optimist is winning this war.

 

Idyllic town

The summer is waning as August fast approaches. The neighbors are coming out to play at night, it seems temperatures are more conducive now. The children laugh, chase, and ride their bikes up and down the street, as if the setting of the sun was calling them out. Summertime hours for the young at heart. 

The house across the street lays vacant, with a for rent sign encouraging new life. All life has ebbs and flows and new beginnings, I would like to imagine the new occupants are a newly married couple just starting out together, excited about the possibilities. With plans to string Christmas lights and munchkins on the way. More kids to frolic with the tiny girls that live next door. 

Listless nights

You try to change them, bury them in your thoughts and hopes. 

Your wishes out weigh their dreams and you cover them with all the lies you can muster. Keep them in their place you say. 

Women are beautiful in their lips that speak the truth, their hips that sing in movements.