Numb

We drink, we are closer now, the four of us. 

I don't tell them what I've done, but I suspect Katie may be just like me. 

We do like each other, I am not sure when it happened, but we do. 

Cancels all plans. 

I only think about him when I look at my phone, which is all the time. If he read that would he care? Does it matter? Dialogues lost in my head. 

How do you runaway from the thoughts in your head?